Decisions and Memories….

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Feature 1: *pm* Tarot Infinity Scarf: Rider-Waite @ Season of the Witch
Feature 2: *pm* Agwe Veve (floor) @ The Secret Affair

Outfit

Hair: Stealthic – Sensual (Bento Fitted)
Scarf: *pm* Tarot Infinity Scarf: Rider-Waite @ Season of the Witch
Dress: OSMIA – SisterOfTheMoon.Gacha – Witch.Dress – Maitreya – RARE @The Epiphany
Boots: Ghee Dark Angel 2in1 Boots

Scene

Bubbles: {anc} bubbles . field 1prim /MC
Skybox: dust bunny . sleepless attic . skybox
Floor: *pm* Agwe Veve @ The Secret Affair
Case: 22769 – Le fond des mortels
Pose: AUTHENTIC Poses – La Carpa

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27,151 Items Series

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I’m not sure how many people think about this; that part of their SL is their possessions. Their items they bought made or were given. A lot of Bloggers know all about organization and I find we are all pretty anal about it. I admit I am now on a separate account but my old account was 5 years old it had more than 50 thousand plus items in the inventory I don’t remember. This is new, a new account and still I blog and still I’m Anal about how things are organized.

But I took a break from SL recently just a long break I didn’t know what to do I was angry at the drama I love sl for the rp, that’s why I use SL i just happened to become a blogger and creator. But now my break is over and I keep thinking RL I’m a minimalist but in SL I own 27,151 Items and I’m actually not sure what they all are. So I’m gonna go through each item with you, in between all of my sponsored blogs and explore what I have, and why I have it.

First we are going to start with what is Aki’s normal look what is the look I have and that’s the canvas every thing will be based with:

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Credits:

Hair: .Entwined. Amelia

Horns: :[P]:- Trinket Horns [R]:// Full

Ears: SHORT_ [MANDALA]FANTASY_ELF_EARS

Makeup: DAZED. Repulse Lips Set

Eyes: {S0NG} :: Roma~ Petal Eyes

Lips: [CX] Bento Piercing Snakebites – Gold ( Catwa )

Skin:  :[P]:- Wylde Skin (Femme):// Mahza

Body: Maitreya 4.0

Head: Catwa Catya BENTO

Shape: Custom shape made by myself.

However Flickr is great and it has maturity settings and not everyone wants to see my naked Avi for every post. SO to remove that as a issue this will be my base outfit to cover the nips and clips:

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P.S. For the record I think she looks bloody adorable.

Credits Part 2:

Top: fame femme: Laced Sleves Shirt – Black

Shorts: DE Designs – Heather –  Leather Black

So that’s the introduction to this series; simply put I will be doing one item at least every week a highlight to the item and why I own it etc.

I look forward to this exploration of my highly organized inventory with you!

❤ Aki

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Featured: *pm* Midsummer Gown – Maitreya @ Midsummer Enchantment which runs: June 21 – July 9

 

Credits:

Hair: Doe: Verity (solid) – Fatpack
Skin: LURE: Olivia – Milk
Necklace 1: :[P]:– RFL Faerie Keepsake [F]
Necklace 2: {C&C} Elegant Crystal Necklace – Long
Jacket: *Sweet Kajira* Iddun Jacket brown maitreya
Dress: *pm* Midsummer Gown – Maitreya
Belt: .aisling. Isobel – Belt RARE

 

My SL sister pointed out recently that despite you know  the fact this character has been kicked into looking like this; tortured and her body physically altered. Oddly enough she looks like my SL sisters character more.

I wouldn’t call Omena (the character above) modest and that’s perfect for this mid summer gown; it is long and flows well it’s included with a handy colour hud and Paper Moon does do all mesh bodies apart from Aii’s.

Who is evil now…..

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What if Snow White was the daughter of what corruption was? With black hair as black as a raven, and lips as red as blood? What would that mean for our fairy tales? We are not all Princesses….

Featured: EEc RFL When does evil begin?: Orpha Corrupt @ Twisted Fairytales

The Where does evil begin gowns come in a variety of colours with a sleeves or sleeveless option to the dress.

The Dress also Includes:
A lower fit mesh corset and gown.
Mesh Body Friendly
Sleeves
Standard Sizes
Applier Bodice
Omega and Classic.

Credits:

Hair: TRUTH / Taja

Necklace: :[P]:- The Grolda Necklace

Belt: .aisling. Nilia – [3] Belt

Sim: Foxes

Why I Relay

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It might be hard to believe, but none of my immediate family on one side has never had cancer. That side of my family I never met and so I knew my grandparents died of a hearth malfunction and old age.

But on the other side my Grandmother had Breast Cancer that was the cause of her death, and my Grandfather had a tumor in his brain. I Was too young to really remember my grandmother on that side, she didn’t speak English and I didn’t speak her native tongue, what I knew was she made wonderful pastry, she loved to watch Xena and she used a lot of garlic in her cooking. My grandfather was another story he lasted longer and was actually murdered – the cancer tumor in his brain would have killed him, but no the care taker who thought he had a lot of money did. I knew my grandfather until I was thirteen. Around that age two years before I had been diagnosed with a deadly disease and a disability. I was told at a very young age that at 15 I was going to die.

By the way I didn’t. When forced with mortality in such a young age, it really alters your idea of life and death I never felt bad for my grandparents dying of cancer, and the term cancer in my own life grew to be very synonymous with my own disease. I wasn’t afraid anymore nor in Canada at least I didn’t pity anyone who had cancer. Cancer patients had a chance. I was just told I was going to die and I didn’t have a choice. I won’t tell anyone what I have but Death the chance of just not waking up one day is still very real.

My own mother went into Microbiology to study cancer and I grew up trying to oppose it. I was an academic rebel I didn’t want to do anything typical for a long time probably because death just is my best friend these days.

I’ve actually become a successful (not like money successful in anyway HAH!) successful Environmental Scientist. My supervisor calls my program “Soil Organic engineering.” we could call ourselves engineers some days. But we’re not anything like engineers, and the only thing we will save is lives before they get Cancer. I tried to go to medical school as my mother wanted me to. I did for 2 years I was in an intensive program and I found I wasn’t interested in the live body, and not recently dead bodies either. I quit and I moved on to the arts kid, and I didn’t do well there. And then I took up some environmental Sciences.

I  know how hard it is to be a researcher every day. It’s not sunshine and roses and it’s hard to get funding and companies want to get in on your work if you will have their opinion in the paper. People pay you off sometimes. OR your institution makes conditionals (I lived through this one recently). All in all I will not be curing Cancer.

What I can do is to support it, and perhaps it’s harsh that I’m not attempting to cure cancer because someone in my family died and mostly for scientific process, but we all have our own ways of doing things. Sometimes I think it’d be easier if I just suffered through anatomy, but I didn’t and it’d make much more sense in donating money to Relay than going back and wasting 40k to 80k trying to get my doctorate in medicine, only 1/8th of that usually goes to research (fun facts).

Maybe what I study will benefit cancer sometime I mean it could be. But I’m not wired to solve cancer. I’m wired to protect and rejuvenate soil from conventional farming.

That is why I relay.

 

Credits:

Head Dress: .a. Arius -TIARA- RARE
Horns: :[P]:- Trinket Horns :// Full
Hair: Moon. Hair // Sparrow
Shoulders: .aisling. Meave -Collar-
Cuirass: [LAB737] Dragoon Cuirass
Belt: PFC~NinjaStuffs – Ninjutsu belt
Skirt: Pure Nature Skirt – Purple Maitryea @ Fantasy Faire
Ankles: PFC~Hermes’ wings